So I’ve been really frustrated at myself of late. With the demise of my last blog, mostly due to the fact that I made it issues based, and kept running out of issues I cared enough about to blog about, I’ve decided that this one’s going to be a bit more organic. Why blog you ask? And clutter up the internet, along with the 3 million other blogs that only last a month? Because I can. And because it’s an easy way to figure out what I’m going to be doing with the rest of my life.
You see, I’ve been suffering from an identity crisis for an extremely long time. I was a student for the longest of times and after graduating last year, and joining the real world I realize that it’s not what I thought it would be. Not that that’s a bad thing. It’s just that I find myself working in a job that is completely thankless, and it’s only my colleagues that make me want to go into work in the mornings. And I’m definitely not getting paid enough to justify the work that I do. I know I want to go to graduate school, but I don’t know what for and I’m not sure I’m going to be comfortable being broke all the time. I hate that I’m back living with my parents – I never realized how claustrophobic it would be. And I’m not thrilled about moving back to my home country – I’ve never felt at ease here. It’s also not easy being separated from my friends, who are my family, when each and everyone of us is in a different country. Oh, and did I mention that my parents are setting me up with people I have never met?
So here’s my pledge to you. I’m going to update this blog as often as I can – whether it’s posting something I find interesting, or having a general epiphany – as often as I can. And its up to you to decide on whether this is actually worth reading.
